A Love Letter...

My parents Loved me as they could, because I was their child. My grandparents Loved me because I was their grandchild. My children Love me because I am their Father. My friends Love me because of how I show up in their world. And still I find myself asking a deeper question. Who Loves me simply because I exist?

Each of those connections holds a particular view of me that is touched by expectation or history or some form of inherited perspective. But you, Victoria, my Gravity, you Love me for who I am in my entirety. Failings included. Shadows included. The whole spectrum of me, seen without judgment.

I know I am not the easiest person to orbit. I am an INFJ, a left handed Libra Sun, Scorpio Rising, Aquarius Moon, and a numerological 9. My Trauma score is not for the faint of heart, and my operating system runs on high functioning anxiety with a generous garnish of existential angst. Yet you stay. You witness. You steady the field.

You and I have been together for 5,198,400 minutes in this lifetime, (depending on when you are reading this, add a few more.) And you are still here. Still choosing me. Still choosing us. Still choosing this shared existence that we continue to create one breath at a time.

You shook the ground the moment we met. There was a kiss in the greeting, a spark in the recognition, and before either of us understood what had happened, I had taken your hand and we stepped into the future together.

We have had our struggles, our unraveling's, our differing seasons of growth. Yet every day we learn. I have grown in ways that language cannot fully capture, because simply being near you makes me a better Man. You push me when it is needed. You give me space when my mind starts overthinking. You Love me with that perfect hint of zing that keeps me intrigued, alive, and forever reaching forward.

Through all we have done and all we have created, our connection remains the most profound example of shared human experience I have ever known.

I have been the witness before Spirit and the universe of your extraordinary unfolding. What I have watched in you borders on the etheric. You rise. You strengthen. You soften. You challenge. You Love. You hold boundaries with grace and conviction. Your guides and I often shake our heads in reverence at the radiance and wisdom you bring into the world each day.

We have danced together across millennia. You have killed me, and I have killed you. We have lived through War, Love, life after life, battered and broken, healed and rising.

And in this lifetime we returned with a shared vow. No more games. No more distortions. No more believing God thinks like a human mind. No more buying into the collective drama. Instead we chose something else.

We built Peace together. We built Solace together. And that is no small thing...

There are volumes I could write about the currents we have navigated, the storms we have drowned in and resurrected from, the oceans of experience we have swum through as we found each other again. We are opposites in many ways, yet in one way that matters above all, we are the same.

We released the fear of one another.

We discovered sanctuary in the vibration we share. And even when we are physically apart, our Mental, Emotional, and Spiritual bodies continue to dance as one field.

You are never absent from my mind. It is not a clinging or a worry. It is the soft presence of a truth that whispers through every part of my being.

We are here. We are Love. We are the Love of creation experiencing itself through each other.

So know this, my most Powerful, most Beautiful, most Intelligent Soul counterpart and the Love of my world.

When I say the words I Love You...,

everything in this letter lives behind those words. Every time. Every breath. Every lifetime...

Thank you.

I Love You, Victoria.

~ Blessings, Love & Light ~